A friend of mine - whom I call darling - who don't usually blog her feelings surprised me on her recent post about a guy who just broke her heart. Well I am aware that there is this new "someone" in her life and that she is happy. Then one day she began tweeting some i-am-heartbroken-tweets on Twitter and it breaks my heart. So as a friend, I'm there to message her saying that everything is okay and stuffs.
She does not have the time or maybe she don't want to make kwento. But me being likas na chismosa and her, posting the story in her blog, I'm down to my conclusion that the guy is ... sorry darling but he's a asshole.
Sinong matinong lalake ang magpapaasa, magiging sweet sayo tapos kapag may dumating na isa sasabihin mo lang na 'matagal mo na siyang gusto' at feeling mo walang ibang nasasaktan. Sinong matinog lalake ang gumagawa non? Putangina.
That is so wrong. Guys, if you like a girl, before making sweet gestures and making landi to that girl, make sure you have enough balls to stand up for that shit. Kasi putangina, kung hindi mo kaya manindigan, huwag kang makipaglandian. Pakyu ka pala e.
If you'll make landi, be sure na sa isa lang. And if that person is making landi back at you, alam mo na, may feelings na yan. Wag ka na mag inaso na kapag may dumating na bago aayaw ka na sa isa. Gago ba you? Hindi ito laro okay. Bawal reservations. Bawal substitution.
Mga lalake talaga o. Kuplikado ng buhay e. Hindi uubra sa buhay yung "Sana dalawa ang puso ko" okay? Isa lang yan and deal with it. Makuntento ka. Guys, okay lang lumandi pero know your limits naman. Wag naman sobra. At kung lalandi man, alam mo dapat yung mga kaakibat ng paglalandi niyo. Kaloka.
At darling, wala na akong message sa'yo. Na comment ko na dun sa post mo. Sorry for this, kailangan ko lang din ilabas nararamdaman ko. Haha! I love you. Smile!
Light in Black and White
I don't mean to give a deeper meaning on the title because all I'm trying to say is that there is really light in this black and white picture. So yesterday, we've been to Enchanted Kingdom - I'm with family and relatives (FUN) - then I've set my camera's settings into BNW. Sepia later on. It's cute kasi.
Though Black and White is good and simple. Standard is still better...
Thank you EK for that fun experience! Never fails. Way better that Star City, sorry hihi. 1hr to 2hr na pila for every ride but it's really worth it. Super daming tao. 12 o'clock nag close. Tapos 1st time ko hindi na-wet sa Rio Grande. AS IN. Super dry ako. Waduup. In the meantime, I'll post an irrelevant photo of the carousel. Sorry. Haha! Cute kasi ang sepia. Lol.
Trash all the stash
So tomorrow I'll be throwing away all my stash, lighter and cigs all because of a incident that happened earlier. My father asked me "Bakit may lighter ka sa bag mo?" And I answered "Kapag brownout" And I'm like what kind of answer is that. Tanga tanga tanga!!
Every time I see my mother and father I can't help but to think if they are thinking of me, smoking; if they think I drink then I smoke. I don't know, I think they are judging me know in their minds and I hate this feeling.
This is also the reason why I am so paranoid and freaked out about me to make pa medical most especially the xray result because I think that they will look at it closely to see if I am smoking or not. (See recent post)
It's a good thing that classes starts January 3 because I can have the privileged to not take my medical exam with my father. If that happens, I am so dead. Good thing that there is the UST hospital and that I can make this as a reason for me to take my medical exam at Manila.
It all starts with a lighter. With this, I'm throwing my lighter away. Fuck you lighter.
Every time I see my mother and father I can't help but to think if they are thinking of me, smoking; if they think I drink then I smoke. I don't know, I think they are judging me know in their minds and I hate this feeling.
This is also the reason why I am so paranoid and freaked out about me to make pa medical most especially the xray result because I think that they will look at it closely to see if I am smoking or not. (See recent post)
It's a good thing that classes starts January 3 because I can have the privileged to not take my medical exam with my father. If that happens, I am so dead. Good thing that there is the UST hospital and that I can make this as a reason for me to take my medical exam at Manila.
It all starts with a lighter. With this, I'm throwing my lighter away. Fuck you lighter.
I'm so dead
So I need to have my medical certificate for papa's work shit and because of this, I'll have to go to the hospital and be checked of course. So I'm nervous about my Xray result and drug test.
I planned to buy a clean result XRAY film but then my friends told me that they don't have that shit and that they doubt if they are selling it. So now my plan is to have my clean friend "XRAY-ed" then I will use that as mine.
I then planned to go to Recto to make pagawa a fake medical certificate. But I'm really nervous that if they realized that it's fake then I'm so so so dead. So I think it would be better if I really go to the hospital and got myself checked.
I asked my friend who have taken weed, cocaine and LSD if he's negative in his drug test and he said yes, he said that milk and water therapy really worked for him.
I'm being paranoid all over here and he's laughing at me saying that I'm paranoid and that "Tae" daw ako. What can I do? I'm so dead if they found out that I've turned into this... I hate myself now. Which reminds me that this might not be a good time to write that About Me paper for Marriage and Family.
Anyways, I'm down with this plan. I'll bring a friend to have her XRAY and then I'll make pa medical na and if the drug result is negative, then I can breathe again but if its positive, I'm going back to the original plan: Oplan Recto.
Milk. Pineapple Juice. Yakult. All for the medical certificate.
Pray for me, guise.
I planned to buy a clean result XRAY film but then my friends told me that they don't have that shit and that they doubt if they are selling it. So now my plan is to have my clean friend "XRAY-ed" then I will use that as mine.
I then planned to go to Recto to make pagawa a fake medical certificate. But I'm really nervous that if they realized that it's fake then I'm so so so dead. So I think it would be better if I really go to the hospital and got myself checked.
I asked my friend who have taken weed, cocaine and LSD if he's negative in his drug test and he said yes, he said that milk and water therapy really worked for him.
I'm being paranoid all over here and he's laughing at me saying that I'm paranoid and that "Tae" daw ako. What can I do? I'm so dead if they found out that I've turned into this... I hate myself now. Which reminds me that this might not be a good time to write that About Me paper for Marriage and Family.
Anyways, I'm down with this plan. I'll bring a friend to have her XRAY and then I'll make pa medical na and if the drug result is negative, then I can breathe again but if its positive, I'm going back to the original plan: Oplan Recto.
Milk. Pineapple Juice. Yakult. All for the medical certificate.
Pray for me, guise.
Christmas 2011
Christmas Eve
It's kinda sad that we have to celebrate our Christmas Eve here at our house because of the new born baby and not the way it used to be where in we go to Batangas and celebrate Christmas Eve with other relatives. But on a brighter note, at least we've got the chance to go to Batangas on Christmas day up to Dec 26.
Christmas
At the age of 20, this Christmas is the first Christmas ever where I have been able to be with my friends and drink with them. Even though I don't have my parent's permission, I feel light that I have fulfilled that thing. I really want to drink on Christmas Day!! Anything wrong with that?
It's also nice how my parents give money and things to kids they know and even to the kids that they don't know. Made me proud that we're related.
This is also the first Christmas were I've given gifts to my relatives. But I have not spend money. I'm broke. I just give them books (my books) because I believe that 'It's the thought that counts!' My books are important to me, they know that, so I think they have received the message.
Though it's better to give than to receive, it is really really nice to receive!!
And the highlight of every Christmas: Gifts, baby!
It's kinda sad that we have to celebrate our Christmas Eve here at our house because of the new born baby and not the way it used to be where in we go to Batangas and celebrate Christmas Eve with other relatives. But on a brighter note, at least we've got the chance to go to Batangas on Christmas day up to Dec 26.
Christmas
At the age of 20, this Christmas is the first Christmas ever where I have been able to be with my friends and drink with them. Even though I don't have my parent's permission, I feel light that I have fulfilled that thing. I really want to drink on Christmas Day!! Anything wrong with that?
It's also nice how my parents give money and things to kids they know and even to the kids that they don't know. Made me proud that we're related.
This is also the first Christmas were I've given gifts to my relatives. But I have not spend money. I'm broke. I just give them books (my books) because I believe that 'It's the thought that counts!' My books are important to me, they know that, so I think they have received the message.
Though it's better to give than to receive, it is really really nice to receive!!
And the highlight of every Christmas: Gifts, baby!
These are from my relatives. Thank you. I love you all. Merry Christmas!
Once is enough
He told me to call him. I said I don’t have his number anymore. Wadup? Still not contented with your girl friend? I have been fooled once, and it will never happen again, alright?
So kapal the face. Excuse me, Claire right here is 1.) not in love with you 2.) does not like you 3.) not missing you 4.) does not have any load to contact you
And hello, chiks ka ba? Okay na ang isang pagkakamaling magpabilog sa kalandian mo. Hindi naman ako nasaktan, tinatamad lang ako makipag landian. Sorry. Better luck next year.
P.S I will never be your fuck buddy. Stop emailing me. Zero fucks will be given.
And then there's Facebook
I mean, who would have thought of hitting the invisible button because of their "inaanaks" and then here comes the realization that our technology is so much revolving and that I'm 20 years old now and that I'm old. Huhu I want to cry.
Moving on, why is that if one says that they'll give you pagmamahal (love) as a gift for Christmas, the one who asked become irritated or disappointed? Kids, when you grow up, I'm telling you it is hard to find love so collect the love I am giving you, okay? It is rare to find love when you grow up so as early as today, cherish it. Really. Be glad that I am giving you the most precious gift ever - Love. And besides, music thought me to Give Love on Christmas Day, and I am just doing the right thing.
Kids, cherish every gift that you'll receive even it is not Christmas, be it a material gift or emotional gift. Cherish it.
Truth be told. I'm just broke. Try again next year. I really love you kids, though. And I'm still giving you love this Christmas.
That forever thinggy
One can be in love with someone forever. But "that someone" cannot be "that someone" forever. There will sure be a time when that person would change, would love you more, or would love you less.
Maybe that's what happens when couples broke up even when they actually said to their partner "I love you forever." Yes, people can love someone forever but this does not mean that you will be with that someone forever.
There are some people who really love each other but are not meant for each other therefore, they cannot be together. But still, they love each other.
People usually change, but sometimes the feelings remains the same.
This "forever" thinggy works like that. It works hand in hand with acceptance. It works when you've accepted that things used to be like that, they fall apart. It works when you've accepted that love is usually like that, it'll slaps you in your face and in any other places. And it works when you've accepted that forever is usually like that, it usually never happens.
Maybe that's what happens when couples broke up even when they actually said to their partner "I love you forever." Yes, people can love someone forever but this does not mean that you will be with that someone forever.
There are some people who really love each other but are not meant for each other therefore, they cannot be together. But still, they love each other.
People usually change, but sometimes the feelings remains the same.
This "forever" thinggy works like that. It works hand in hand with acceptance. It works when you've accepted that things used to be like that, they fall apart. It works when you've accepted that love is usually like that, it'll slaps you in your face and in any other places. And it works when you've accepted that forever is usually like that, it usually never happens.
"IT" is not a game
"Gusto mo ba makipag sex minsan?"
Seriously? Guys? I mean, girls have feelings. Sometimes you guys can be such a jackass. So un-fucking-believable. Can you not ask a girl properly or let things flow and then have sex? Can you not make sex sound as if its just like playing games? What the fuck. Sex is sex. Its not some kind of tetris or dota where you can ask a mate like "Tara dota tayo." Or "Gusto mo ba mag tetris minsan?"
Seriously? Asking a girl like that is like just asking her to say to yourself to fuck your dog, sonavabitch. You act like shit, you'll be treated like shit. Guys, be sensitive enough to know that girls are not numb. Even though they looks strong because they want you to think they are strong, they are weak and that inside all they want is respect.
Even if they curse, they drink, they smoke and all other vices, they are just human and they are girls. For Christ's sake, they are girls and they have all the right in the world to be respected.
"Gusto mo ba makipag sex minsan?" - Oh no, just, NO. Never would work.
Seriously? Guys? I mean, girls have feelings. Sometimes you guys can be such a jackass. So un-fucking-believable. Can you not ask a girl properly or let things flow and then have sex? Can you not make sex sound as if its just like playing games? What the fuck. Sex is sex. Its not some kind of tetris or dota where you can ask a mate like "Tara dota tayo." Or "Gusto mo ba mag tetris minsan?"
Seriously? Asking a girl like that is like just asking her to say to yourself to fuck your dog, sonavabitch. You act like shit, you'll be treated like shit. Guys, be sensitive enough to know that girls are not numb. Even though they looks strong because they want you to think they are strong, they are weak and that inside all they want is respect.
Even if they curse, they drink, they smoke and all other vices, they are just human and they are girls. For Christ's sake, they are girls and they have all the right in the world to be respected.
"Gusto mo ba makipag sex minsan?" - Oh no, just, NO. Never would work.
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