So Claire, why is that...?

Bakit kapag may mga taong magbabasa ng blog ko, parang kalimitang reaksyon ay ang dami kong alam sa pagibig? (Ibang usapan na yung isa kong blog ha, if you know what I mean.) Ang gusto kong sabihin dito, hindi mo naman kailangang nararanasan talaga ang isang bagay kung gusto mo isulat yun diba?

Well mas gagaling ka kung madami kang alam sa bagay na yun, kung naranasan mo na, kung nag research ka or kung matagal mo na gusto maranasan ang kung ano man yung sinusulat mo. I guess, katulad ng love, there is also the right time for writing. I'm not saying that there really is 'writer's block' kasi ayokong ginagamit ang term na yun but I do believe that there's really a time for writing.

Mabalik tayo sa pag ba blog ko nang ka kemehan tungkol sa pagibig. Hey guys, opinion ko lahat yun ha. Lahat ng sinusulat ko is coming from my own point of view, kung iba ang point mo, no one cares. I don't care, nakikibasa ka lang e di'ba? Okay good.

Moving on, I write about love (mostly) not because I'm in love. I write about love not because I want love (well actually I do). I write about love because I just feel like writing about it. No shit. Kesa namang pilitin kong mag blog tungkol sa music? Politics? Reaction article? Book review?

Kanya kanyang trip yan diba? Wala nalang basagan.
Ako lang pwede mambasag nang trip dito. Choz.

As for a paper for conflict issues, I've thought of making an article about the Reproduction Health Bill which I think would be main stream. So I am writing an article about the conflict of using illegal drugs and that of officials who cannot handle the release of drugs in the Philippines.

Cocaine, marijuana, LSD, and other illegal drugs, though prohibited are still being attained or "take" by some people. And while these people are having the time of their lives getting high and flying and soaring and seeing unicorns, government officials are stating that "Thou shall not take drugs. You'll die early. You'll be in prison for a long time if you don't have money to free yourself."

Maybe the government just can’t really help these drug users if they want to die early or if taking these drugs makes them happy, less depressed, less stressed, and to see unicorns and butterflies allover. But these users cannot blame the government either for making drugs illegal because, I don’t know, maybe drugs are made to be illegal. Maybe it is the drugs’ fate to be illegal.

Problem is, there are really people who don't care if they will die from drugs. At the same time, these government officials may somehow are not doing their jobs well for letting these prohibited "goods" be taken by users. Bigger problem, some of the known people in our country are using them, or selling them, or pushing them.

As some Filipinos puts it, "Ang magnanakaw ay galit sa kapwa magnanakaw." Maybe in this case, users (government people users) are angry with their co-users (drug users). #

Paano nga naman kung wala namang mali sa isang relasyon ngunit dahil praning ka, magiisip ka ng magiisip. "Mahal ba niya ako?" "Mahal pa ba niya ako?" "Baka naman nasasakal na siya sa akin?" "Baka naman may iba na siya?" at kung ano ano pang tanong na lalo lang makakagulo sa isip mo na mapupunta sa pag conclude na "Siguro ayaw na niya sakin" "Ay wala na, ayawan na to"

Kasi nga paranoid ka. Paano kung pinoproblema mo lang pala ang mga hindi naman dapat problemahin? E ikaw pala may problema e. Dapat kasi wag feeling.

"Feeling ko galit siya sa akin" "Feeling ko sawa na siya sa akin" E putangina lang diba? Anong magagawa natin niyan?

Kung feeling mo may problema, solusyunan agad bago pa lumala.

Wag yung wala kang gagawing aksyon kasi lalo lang lalala.

When we're in love

Isn’t it that when we are in love, we think that we are the most blessed person on earth. That moment when we are so happy because we love a person and that person loves us back. Even when the person doesn’t love us back, the fact that the certain person is an inspiration to you makes you happy, still.

Even if it’s love that of your parents, friends or relatives, still you can’t be less happier because someone loves you and I think that’s what really matters.

But irony of all irony, that thing that makes you happy is also the cause of everyone’s extreme sadness. What can be more sad except that of being in love? “Losing someone important makes me more sad” Yes, but what makes you sad? Because that someone is important to you and you love that person so when that someone left you, it hurts.

When you come to think of it, all the source of your sadness is that of being in love. Bottom line, you can’t be more happier when you’re in love at the same time, you can’t be less sad.

Loving someone wholeheartedly is like hurting yourself willingly. Giving in to love is like sacrificing your own happiness and saying that “I’m ready to get hurt.”

So, love willingly, hurt yourself responsibly.

Love really comes along with hurt, eh?
And I guess, love really makes the world go round.

Mag se share ako.

May crush ako sa school mula 1st year college, yung tipong freshmen palang ako tapos second year na siya nun tapos first day, ang classroom na nilabasan niya ay siyang classroom na papasukan ko naman. That moment na pagkakita mo sa kanya, para siya na lang lagi uli ang nakikita mo araw-araw. Crush ko siya mula first year pero ni minsan hindi ko kinuha ang pangalan niya.

Hanggang graduation nila nung March, ni research ko talaga ang pangalan ng lolo mo. Tapos ini add ko agad sa facebook. Kilig na kilig na ako nung inaccept niya pero syempre hindi ko siya icha chat para wala lang.

Tapos last week lang nag chat siya sa akin “How’s your senior year?” Edi kilig na kilig na ako. Tapos hindi ako nagkamali, may hihingin lang pala siya sa aking favor. Tapos nag chat kami at sinabi niya na “Anyway,” edi naisip ko, yess may ibang motibo! Edi happy happy na. Tapos salamat daw sa efforts ko sa pagtulong. Wala daw bang bayad yun.

Ang unang balak, punta lang siya UST, kain lang kami and all tapos biglang ni suggest niya na sa kanila na lang kami pupunta. Sabi ko bakit. Bottomline, ang gusto niya kisses. On bed. Badtrip. Hahaha!

Okay lang sana makipag laro e dahil crush na crush ko naman siya. Pero yun na nga e, crush na crush ko siya, yung ang laki nang paghanga ko sa kanya kasi akala ko ang tino tino niya tapos biglang first day namin magkakausap, yayayain niya ako ng ganun.

So ang ginawa ko, nakipag kita ako sa kanya ng Wednesday. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, kapag masaya siya kasama, papayag ako sa Friday pumunta sa kanila. Before namin magkita, uminom ako at nagjuts para madaldal ako. Tapos nalaman ko nung kasama ko na siya, na hindi pala siya umiinom, na sa kanila pala ang best thesis last year, na nag Mr. jrn pala siya noon.

Na realize ko na hindi kami bagay, na masyado siyang mabait, malibog lang siguro. And hindi kami magkakasundo.

Nakaka lungkot yung mga ganung bagay. Na gustong gusto mo siya pero hindi kayo ang tama para sa isa’t isa. Opposite attracts? Ulol asa.

Love Actually

Watched the film. And imbes na matuwa ako dahil marami talagang nagmamahalan sa paligid natin at alam kong may mga taon taan para sa bawat isa sa atin, nalungkot lang ako.

Hay. Minsan hindi sapat ang pagmamahal ng magulang mo, ang pagmamahal ng mga kaibigan mo, ang may gusto sayo na hindi mo naman gusto, minsan hindi sapat na umasa at maghintay na mayroong nakalaan para sa’yo. Minsan nakakapagod na lang din talaga mag-isa.

Ka depress lang. Thank goodness for V.
With this, I sleep.

IT ALL ENDS 7.12

Home from HP7Part2 Premiere night.

And dahil I am a very good friend, I will spoil, not everything.

• It turns out that Snape was in love with Lily, Harry’s mom. “Always.”
• Snape died.
• Snape was asked by Dumbledore to protect Harry and everything.
• Ron and Hermione.
• Harry and Ginny.
• Time to shine for Neville Longbottom.
• McGonagall forever to the rescue, also, time to shine.
• Bellatrix who will always remain strange is still strange.
• Elder wand was broken by Harry in the end.
• The snake friend of Voldemort was keme by Longbottom.
• Voldemort of course, died.
• And of course, the boy who lived still lives.

Wag kasing malandi!

Ilang ulit ba dapat sabihin na wag pupunta sa isang relasyong kung bored ka lang. Dapat may law ukol sa bawal magpaasa e. Dapat may law di ba? May nadedehado e? Ano ba, di ba nga magmamahal ka dapat kapag inlove ka hindi yung magmamahal ka dahil bored ka. Putangina.

Kahit pa sabihin mong “sinubukan lang naman namin e” You should know the consequences of your actions. And upon knowing the consequences, bear it. Act upon it. Paraanan mo kung paano magiging okay.

Hindi yung kapag hindi na okay, kapag dika na masaya, you’ll do the easy way out? Ano, bigla bigla nalang mangiiwan kapag feeling mo hindi kayo para sa isa’t isa? Hello, paano naman yung iiwan mo? E siraulo ka pala e.

Makikipag relasyon ka dyan tapos kapag dika na masaya, mangiiwan ka. E kung okay lang naman pala yun edi hindi na sana nauso ang kasal. Uso naman pala kasi ang gaguhan e.

Guys, kapag papasok kayo sa isang relasyon, at makikipag hiwalay kayo, katakataka namang ikaw pa ang magsasabing “Ayoko na mainlove” E GAGO KA PALA E. IKAW NA NGA NANGIWAN IKAW PA NASAKTAN. PUKINANG INA MO. HAYOP.

Putangina niyo, kailan pa naging laro ang pagmamahal?

Umayos ayos kayo ha, papakulong ko kayo isa isa.

Landian ng landian, hindi naman kaya panindigan!

Museo Pambata

Museo Pambata, which is not only ‘pambata’ (for kids), is located in the Philippines, to be exact, it is located at Roxas Boulevard corner South Drive Manila, Philippines 1000.

The museum can be described in many ways. It is smooth in texture because there are no bricks or hollow blocks or rocks with spikes are used as for the design of the said museum. It is also hard because the museum is made of rocks, and rocks, like life, is hard. As for the taste of the exterior of the museum, I guess no one in his/her right mind would want to know about that.

The outside color of the Museo Pambata plays the color of white and green. I don’t know its inches and width but at the center of the museum, wherein you can spot the entrance, there is the logo of the museum and the museum’s name which I’ve already repeated for a several times now.

As a student who tries to critique this building, I can say that for a museum for children, it’s kind of boring. I mean, for me, the exterior design of the building is not suitable for a museum that is meant to attract children.

For a children’s museum, the exterior design, for me, is slightly off. Nevertheless, Museo Pambata which is erected by year 1994, is still living every children’s dream inside, literally inside.

Paano hindi umasa 101

• Kung hindi mo sure na gusto ka ng tao, wag kang eepal. Wag kang papapel.
• Wag ikaw yung gagawa ng way para magka contact kayo, obvious e. E kalimitan pa naman sa mga tao, ganun talaga. Kapag alam nilang type sila ng tao edi lalandiin na din nila yun.
• Wag isiping ang pagiging friendly ng tao ay kalandian na. Malay mo friendly talaga siya at wala ka lang talagang masyadong sweet friends.
• Wag umiwas. Though mas mabuting umiwas pero alam kong mahirap umiwas ata, ayaw ko naman na mahirapan ka so wag ka na umiwas.
• Wag mong isiping gusto ka niya.
• Wag mong isiping sa mga simpleng asta niya kapag kasama ka ay may ipinapahiwatig siya.
• Wag mo bigyan ng meaning lahat ng galaw niya kapag kasama ka.
• Wag ma una ma-fall.Kapag feeling mo na po fall ka na, pigilan.
• Wag siya isipin. Pero mahirap yun. So, sige isipin mo nalang.

Alam kong mahirap yung hindi umasa lalo na kung may mga tao talagang unconsciously ay ngpapaasa. E anong magagawa natin kung ganun talaga siya? So ang best tip para hindi umasa ay… wag kang umasa.